The Lord Hath Mercy

It's the End of the Western and that battle is more real than you think.

I hate all of you. Hide behind the mask of friendship….weak. You don’t wanna hear it. If I don’t care I’ll tell you. Tales of cumshots and friendly exchanges of cocaine… weak. I don’t care about your life. My story is so out of this world only a child with down’s syndrome will believe it on surface value. I am not lying when I tell you about suicide attempts by my father…..finding him bleeding to death in a bathtub when I was in second grade. REAL When he disappeared for 9 days and we found him in a closet covered in his own piss and shit with a bottle of Jim Beam and a loaded rifle in his mouth…REAL… You can’t make that shit up. You people will never understand my caring, my compassion, my passion, my love, my hate, my disgust. It wasn’t easy learning to be one of you. Belt Buckle to the head in the name of Jesus, REAL…Not easy. You all want it easy. You are aliens to my world. I want to trust you.

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